Zested.Writes By Jun Xian

 Date: 17 Apr 2021 Day & Time: Sat 20:10 Dear Rabbit,  What will you do when you don't know what to do?  I don't have a solution today, but I think having a time off, a break of not doing anything.  A walk maybe? Exercise?  Haveing a time to think on what to do is so important, especially when every second there is simuli of something thats making us 'addicted' and it's the 'time off' that makes the difference.  Maybe meditation will help too. And I like to bring to a point, planning for the day.  Planning for the day is like your timetable, knoing what to to for the day, makes us expect what to do after completing one task after another. And at the end of the day, it's all ticks.  A sense of accomplishment. And this is the importance of planning,  Today im so clueless of what to do for the day, very clueless.  And it's the realisation from today made me think twice of my daily routine, mind, health and wealth.  That's it for to...

 Date: 15 Apr 2021 Day & Time: Thur 21:21  Dear Rabbit,  Wanna guess today's lunch menu?  I will save you the time, here you go.  Sambal Sotong ball, Stwed pork, stir-fried spinich and Ha chong kai.  And for dinner,  Tomato egg, minced pork with onion, garlic soy fried chicken, and stir-fried cabbage.  8 dishes in one day, at the harbor I'm so done.  But you know what, it's my personal development, patience.  I dont have patience, I can get angsty very quickly and you know I want to do things quickly, get it done.  But many times, there are things that cannot be rushed, like entrepreneurship.  When rushed, the foundation is not well built, in the long run, it will crumble.  So being patient is so important.  That's it for today,  SECURE!

 Date: 14 Apr 2021 Day & Time: Wed 22:55 Dear Rabbit, Today was a day where I told myself to be positive and be responsible to whatever I do.  Confused? Simply, do what I need to do and be responsible with my action.  So today's menu was teriyaki chicken, and I like the combination of thai fried bean curd.  Got to find the recipe and put it into my own brain. LOL For Dinner, its stir-fried bean sprout, thai chicken wing, and black pepper pork. All taste great, especially with rice.  Yea, this ship practice 2 meal, and I secured late, knowing me, I don't like to be released late, not because of the cooking but the ship, sad.  Nonetheless, got back and did my copywriting learning and writing.  And it's been 3 weeks since I had a conversation with my friend, Jonah, where I told him I need to start writing. And I did write many copies now, tho not the best, but always achieving.  You see, in life as long as there is one step is taken, the next ste...

 Date: 13 Apr 2021 Day & Time: Tue 21:32  Dear Rabbit, When was the last time you regretted making a decision? Today I just realised I made a big fat wrong move.  And this move may cause lots of inconvenience for the next one and a half year. You see, everytime we make decisions, we tend to think of 'now' and not the future, especially at a young age like me.  'Now' is like instant gratification, and 'Future' is delayed gratification. Most of us prefer instant as we can get what we want immediately but it may not help in the long run, and delayed gratification is what we can't have now but will give lots of benificial rewards in the future.  Is like drinking coke or herbal tea for quenching thirst. Most would prefer coke some would prefer tea.  Another example is if you are given a choice of 1 million dollars Vs $0.01 (multiply twice each day) which one would you choose? Most would choose the million-dollar, I would choose the latter.  Now for my a...

 Date: 12 Apr 2021  Day & Time: Mon 21:37 Dear Rabbit,  Today was doing better when it comes to adapting to the new environment, RSS Endurance.  There are still some things that bothers me, the size of the cabin, the galley, the people.  Not to say that the people are bad, but it's not the kind of people I would hang out with, they are more on the casual lifestyle, but I'm more on the future-oriented lifestyle.  It's just about adapting to it, and see how things goes. Can't really say much now, but it's better than the 1st day.  Better.  Speaking of the cabin, oh no, im so so so so want to cry. No more 4 men cabin, but 16 men cabin. I sure need some time to adapt to it. Oh, Geeze.  The galley practice to so different from my previous ship, and all I can do it, adapt.  You see, today's letter is so much of 'adapt' and yea, let time tell how much I have adapted to my new ship. Till tomorrow,  Jun Xian  Signing Off. 

 Date: 11 Apr 2021 Day & Time: Sat 22:08 Dear Rabbit,  Today was rather productive, did most of the work I assigned myself to.  And I want to bring out one thing, and nope its not the 'why' of going back and reminding back to my own 'why'. But is people who believe in me, and not letting them down.  Yesterday after our Clubhouse meeting at Dragon Den Tiger Caves, I had a short conversation with my mentor along with my friend, and my mentor said that I dont have time for people who reach out to me and ask if I can teach them ABC, XYZ. There is no valueable exchange, I have other things to do.  And I did not think much then, but when I woke up today, I realised that my mentor sees something in me that I dont, be believe in me that I dont.  Im sure he sees something in me that make him do such an investment on me, the time he could use for other reasons, he choose to use it on me.  So if I dont believe in myself, why not borrow my mentor's believe and...

 Date: 10 Apr 2021 Day & Time: Sat 23:52 Dear Rabbit,  You know what? I feel that today I have rested enough and im ready to fight the wrold.  STOP. If this is what you are thinking everyday, be wary. Can you guess why?  You guessed it right, there is emotion imbalance. You see when we feel sad and  suddently feel happy, its not something to be celebrated rather to be aware that the emotion is not equal.  When this happens long enough, it can cause confusion in the mind, and my result in a never ending emotional loop in our brain. Possibily causing depression or anexity.  What can you do to prevent this kind of thinking, you may ask, have your 'why' as your motivation to go forward each day and not thinking today is a good day, so you will do good, and feeling bad the next day.  Just a  thought on this,  SECURE!