Naval Letter Chapter 7

 Date: 4 Apr 2021

Day & Time: Sun 21:54


Dear Rabbit, 


Today is a rather long day, after yesterday's CH meeting had an impromtu speaking coaching session with my mentor. 


And its crucifying, 


Its quite uncomfortable to go through the process of speaking especially when my family is sleeping, and they can hear every word I say. 


*Goosebumb*


I dont like the felling of being cornered and having no way to escape, it's horiffying. 


And I got to prepare myself on Thur to speak, higher energy with a topic to speak. 


Laugh die me.


That was in the wee hours of the day, 


Let me share with you about what went through my mind today, 


"Giving Up"


Giving up on entrepretureship, giving up on copywriting is so strong that I really dont want to do it, like right NOW. 


Im tired, thou I dont have any clients, but accuriing clients make me feel drained out and tired. 


But reading this letter, you know that I choose to bite on the painful process. 


I don't know where my courage came from to continue this tough journey, eventhough I feel that im not enough, in terms of skills, in terms of confidence, and in terms of mindset. 


But if I dont make this happen, I cannot create a safety net for me and my partner, and I hate the feeling of not being able to provide safety for my future partner. 


On the bright side, I did a review on my work for the past 2 month. There is good and bad, for the bad its all about doing better and for the good, its all about maintaining or become better. 


If you were to be in the entrepreneurship journey with me, I guess we gonna be the best combination. 


Ah well, 


These few days feeling super tired, and I don't know why, maybe you have an answer for me? 


Till then, 

See you tomorrow. 

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